What I mean by Abyss....

its kind of annoying how blogger has such and annoying selection of templates....

but ok, at least it's free. I write....I write because I have not been able to write in my journal for years...and really, I just need to write. I suppose it's just time to let it all out...really, really let the world know what goes on in the internal abyss that is my mind....

By abyss I mean any one of the following:
1: the bottomless gulf, pit, or chaos of the old cosmogonies (not the universe' but my mind's)
2a: an immeasurably deep gulf or great space (that are my thoughts)
2b: intellectual or moral depths (of who I am)